The way you affect me...scares me.

Breaking deep inside. No one, absolutely no one, will understand. No one.

Maybe I don't. I don't know. I don't know.

I miss you.

Gonna feel a little weird every time I write the date today. Ouch.:/

Lalala I'm all in this alone~ You've probably long gone. It's ok iris, it's ok.

When will this stop? Really. I don't think I can take it anymore. Maybe it's too late. I'm broken.

Cause I don't even know what I'm feeling anymore. I can't make out what is it. I just know I'm not happy and that this feeling sucks big time. I don't think I have an idea of what I want, maybe I do, idk. I just really hate this so bad but I can't tell anyone exactly cause they won't fully understand how this feels. Sometimes I really wonder of this is karma, maybe I deserved this. But idk. I'm not sure if anyone deserves to be treated this way. But I can't exactly blame anyone too cause there's no exact right and wrong. Idk. My mind's just a mess. I'm not even sure what's wrong. Idk what's happening.

I think I'm becoming damn ugly now. Both inside and out.

I shouldn't be entertaining these strange thoughts now. But somehow the more I think about it, the more I feel that I've been played with and I've been taken as a joke.
And that kinda sucks.

Iris
26th Jan 1994
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