For those who thinkk that im no longer emo, ure wrong. For those who hate me and wann me to be emo, u succeeded. congrats.

Aint tt great? im just freaking emo..i feel that im just like..living in my own freaking world completely shut off with the world. Thats how i bloody feel. yeahh.. cry cry cry.. i cry to make me feel better. I cry cuz my stopid heart just hurts. But the damn thing is tt i cant even cry aloud..i just wanna scream n scream n scream. But i cant. I just keep it in my stopid heart and push it down. Andd tts just fucking stupid.

yeahh..im like tt. Hate me all u wann. I wunn prevent u. Cuz i hate myself more than anyone could hate me. Fcuk. Sometimes..realli..i thinkk i shuld just end my bloody life..end everything. but i cant. andd i wont..unfortunately.

I dunno wadds the hell wrong with me..tears just keep dropping..realli sad..realli painful.. Andd one thing..i dunn self sympathise for goodness sick. I noe i deserve this emoness. Its bloody stupid but..i dun care.

I cried the whole freaking nite..just becuz im sad. u ppl ask me whyy im sad..i ask myself why am i sad.. andd i always cant reply. But the answer is.. becuase there r too many pathatic reasons whyy im freaking sad..andd i cant keep them in my heart so im sad..so i cry. Thats whyy.. I dunn just get sad of one bloody thing. but of many. Andd wadd i hate most is that when im freaking emo..some retarded idiots are just luffing out there enjoying themselves. thats wadd i hate most. Andd i hate ppl hu luffs at other ppl's misery..i wish i could just take a knife and scar their bloody faces and see if they can luff somemore.

I just keep faking a smile on my face..just to let ppl think tt im happy when i go out with them. I hate faking smiles. i hate it. Cuz it would always make me feel worst..i realli wish i can just like..cry my heart out..andd lean on anyone's shoulder for support. But i cant..

My heart is like a donut? with a pathatic hole..which cant patch up. it just hurts. andd somehow im just confused of something..that no one can understand how i feel. im just bloody confused..

Yeahh..im just freaking emo andd bu shuang nw. so wadd? its my prob. so..if u hate me..or hate this post or wadeva crap. just get lost.(: Its tt easy. Cuz im emo..andd its a fact. Please dunn sympathise me..cuz i dunn need ur bloody sympathy. Wadd i need is comfort not sympathy. Freaking shit. im crazy.