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Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Because of you ; again.
Omigosh..im realli realli dying of boredom. Its shoooooooooooo boring. Gahh. Lets start wit yesturday.

Had piano lesson at 10 plus plus..so i gotta wake up much earlier then usual tuu practise andd do her hw. yeahh..Vehh tired.. After the torture was finally over..i gotta go for air weapon training. Yeahh.. My parents brought me there as i was already late. When i reached there i was the last...the rest already reached.(except for saby as she got something on.Ohh ya..andd another guy too..almost forgot that he was actually in AWC..didnt see him so far for training..andd he has many great reasons for the training. So real. Aww..yeahh..i pity him..andd i bet my AWC mates in yr ones 07 pity him too. :X) Needed to wear the horrible air riffle suit. Gahh..but it helped me alot..by getting all my shots into the black circle..yeahh..but wasnt vehh satisfied though..I shall improve. hais. I brought poker cards along..so while waiting for the others i played taiti, blackjack andd stress wit Chann,Grace,Sofi,Vivian andd jiao lian's sis. Sho funn.(: hahax..We waited till like 7 plus...den went back..andd my mother was like scold scold scold..den finally she grounded me. Wtf. realli..couldnt stand it..wadd did i even do wrong?! Its not my bloody fault that training ended late rite? Couldnt stand her andd her crap andd my stress too..so i just broke down luhhs..likely chann was there tuu comfort me.(: thx chann. yeahh..so met them at simei..suppose tuu have dinner wit them but they already finished theirs..so they were like saying..take so long tuu reach here..i bet u have ur dinner already. WTF!! i didnt!! so wadeva luhhs..bought ice cream for my bro..hu specially requested it..andd bought one for myself too... Likely my bro bought sushi..so i gotto eat something..few pieces onli..still hungry..andd i ate my "dinner" at 10. wow. My horrible day ended.(:

Today..Gahh...was woken up abruptly by my parents..they wanted tuu do chores andd dragged me along wit them..didnt had my breakfast andd was rushed.. Blehhs. Horrible. wasted soooo much time just following them around andd doing nuthing..was obviously pissed off.. Had grastric pain..den told them they just scolded me for not bringing my breakfast along.. Hello? did i even had the time to do so? they just so ridiculous. So here am i..posting..im supposed tuu be doing hw..but no mood as usual..cuz my poor retarded brain cant think of wadd tuu write for my hw at all. Hais..pity me.





Monday, November 19, 2007
Because of you ; again.
Today is another stopid boring day again. I wasting my life off mann. this's crap.
Had a new tuition cher today..how greats tt huhhs..she came..chinese tuition..she's still ohhkayy luhhs..of cuz..first lesson mahhs..she might be acting nice. I acted too.hahax..i acted like damn freaking guai..smile smile smile..almost like a retard.. yeahh...but first lesson i gib her face luhhs. I even tidied up my messy room. hahax. yeahh.
Tonite suckks like shit..did practically nuthing at all..rotting away at home. no mood tuu do anything..andd wit a irritating bro..gahh..life's cann be like hell. Hais.
Tmr got air weapons training..no mood go luhhs..sho sian.. Ohh crap..i got piano lesson tmr. Shit luhhs..i haben done her hw. Gahh..i hate it. whyy cant i just stop all my tuitions andd lessons. Its my life andd i have absolutely no control of it at all. Heyy w8..mayb i hab..tuu die.(: Good news? hahax. yeahh..thats me..im crazy. Andd these great things happening around me just make it better huhhs. yeahh.





Sunday, November 18, 2007
Because of you ; again.
Gahhs...sho sian luhhs..every weekend if i dunn go out i realli feel tt im wasting them luhhs. wadeva sia. crap..whole day stay at home andd stone. blehhs.
so far cap i did 5 onli..like wtf luhhs..how the hell am i going finish the rest? Great luhhs..so pissed. Cant go out till i finish my hw? yeahh..that the way..keep me the whole hols andd out i go sia. I will rebel. stopid shit. gahh..damn pissed off nw. Andd someone pissing me off too. How great's tt. Andd tuu tt someone
- stop acting like u noe the whole bloody thing. stop acting nice. u bloody liar. i hate ppl who does that. u piss the bloody shit out of me. i say wadd i like tuu say..proper english? yeahh..so wadd if ur eng ish perfect andd mine's not? SO WADD. bloody shit.





Friday, November 16, 2007
Because of you ; again.
1. The person who tagged you ( who ask you to do this quiz)
SABRINA aka SABYY.(:
2. Your relationship with him/her .
Jie andd meii. super uber good fwen
3. Your 5 impressions of him/her.
Nice, Sweet, Cute,Hyper && Lovable
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
Be my fwen
5. The most memorable words he/she had said.
huhhs? forget le luhhs.
6. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on
nuthing. <3
7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will
Enemy of cuz will hate wadd. but she wun be. (Stopid q)
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be.
nuthing. she wunn be one.
9. The thing you want to do for him/her now
Be a good jie, good cat class fren, good awc partner, good hyper mate
10. Your overall impression of him/her
SUPER, UBER NICE.(:
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
that im weird? stopid? blur?
13. The character you love of yourself .
None.
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are being
wow..alot. erm..im a coward,too stopid,too blur,too irrtating..etc etc. [LOL]
15. The most ideal person you want to be .
The real me.
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them
Thank youu.
17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1.Celeste
2.Chantalle
3.Halim
4.Iris Lim
5.Jer Luen
6.Jessie
7.Jia Yan
8.Laura
9.Sofina
10.Ting Wei
1] Who is no.6 having relationship with
[Jessie] S: i dunno. Ask her.
2] Is no.9 a male or female
[Sofina] female..duhh
3] If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing
[Jia yan,ting wei] mayb..both sc mahhs
4] How about no.8 and 5
[Laura,jerluen] they dunn even noe each other.
5] What is no.2 studying about
[Chantalle] she dunn like studying andd doesnt nid tuu
6] Where was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
[Halim] a few hours ago? on msn.
7] What kind of music band does no.8 like?
[Laura] dunno..sowwies.
8] Does no.1 has any siblings
[Celeste] Yesh.. (gahh..when will this endd..)
9]Will you woo no.3?
[Halim] he's my kor.
10] How about no.6?
[Jessie] yeahh..maybe
11]Is no.4 single?
[Iris Lim] yesh she is.(:
12] What's the surname of no.5?
[Jer luen] shit..i forgot..chien s: i thinkk
13] What's the name of no.10
Ting wei (stopid q)
14] What's the hobby of no.4?
[iris lim] Soccer i thinkk?
15] Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
[jerluen,sofina] they dunno each other

shall stop here first

**continued**
16] Where is no.2 studying at?
[Chantalle] Dunman high.(:
17] Talk something casually about no 1.
[Celeste] erm..smart andd nice?
18] Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
[Laura] Yeahh..heh hehhs.(:
19] Where does no.9 live at?
[Sofina] pasir ris.
20) What color does no.4 like?

21] Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
[jerluen, celeste] they dun even noe each other.
22] How do you get to know no.2?
[Chantalle] Same pri skool,same sec skool,same Cca,same class.(:
23] Does no.1 have any pet?
[Celeste] ermm...that i dunno. sowwies!
24] Is no.6 the sexiest person in the world?
[Jessie] LOL! Yesh!! Jessie sho sexy mahhs..everyone says tt.<3

******

Yay!! done wit the torture..nw tuu torture ppl.(: heh hehhs. im evil.





Friday, November 16, 2007
Because of you ; again.
Haben posted for sho long...lols. XD So i shall start posting again bahhs.

Recently there was a mini fun fair at shps. Yupps.. Actually at first parents didnt let me go luhhs...but after alot of persuadtion they gave in. After going tuu the mini fun fair...felt that it was realli a let down luhhs..Sho little games..andd all sho sian de. Met many frens there though..yeahh..but didnt realli tok tuu them cuz i was wit clarabel andd cally..couldnt leave them wadd..mixed wit the last yr 6/9 pupils..yupps..some luhhs..justin andd samuel were jokers luhhs..luff quite a bit. yeahh..nth much.. didnt felt like the same when we were pri..yeahh.
I was in a kinda bad mood too luhhs..den at times quite fustrating during the fun fair. yupps. Things wun ever be the same again..i got tt in my mind long time ago..so didnt felt much.

Gahh...veh bored at home..though go out wit family also sho sian luhhs..singapore sho small..everytime onli can go those few malls..no change. Bored lohh. Im dying of boredom at home. No mood tuu do hw luhhs..sho stupid..everytime sit in front of the com supposed tuu do hw..i always slack instead. yeahh..thats me.(:





Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Because of you ; again.
EMO EMO EMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! urgh.. kaes. my current mood ish tt im freaginggg emo. This is so bloody iritating. I just dont understand luhhs. Its my life..so whyy must i listen to other ppl? WHY?! Whyy must i care about other ppl's feelings? when no freaging person actually care about mine? Shit luhhs. And my mother just expect me to rot at home. Really. She expect me to be so guai and just study at home? Whyy cant she be just smarter and think if i even have the bloody mood to even study? Stopid shit. Urghh..sometimes i realli wish that i was all alone. not so fustrating. I dunn even noe whyy im emo luhhs. Am i too tired? Mayb.

Today had air weapons training. Quite ohhkayy luhhs. But alot of ppl didnt come? blehhs..slackk. Hahhax. Today my grouping ish around the bottom luhhs. So blehhs. Ohh ya..andd met my pri skool fren benedict. I was like walking after shooting den suddenly " IRIS SEAH!" Sho loud lahhs..i was like shocked den i turn..cant find anyone i noe wadd. Den i saw him. "Omigosh?" hehhs..my reply. Den his frens andd him were like teasing me tt i look old..dunno wadd crap say wadd i look like univisity student. Shitt luhhs.hahax Neber mind. i still got my revenge back. Cuz its their first time shooting. So yahh..hahax. They were comparing cards den i went there see..andd show them my cards. hahahx..den the second time i used grace de card..cuz she veh pro..den they were like..fine luhh fine luhh. Hahax. Admit defeat.(: yay. Andd im elmo andd wormy's my hyper mate.(: hehhs..saby ish wormy. my new nick for her..cuz she was wiggling.hehhs. so nw cat class i made two cute nick names le. One ish spongey andd the other wormy. Yay!(:





Saturday, November 10, 2007
Because of you ; again.
Went tuu escape today. Am i supposed tuu be happy bout tt? yeahh..i guess so? :S so i shall keep my emoness tuu another time bahhs.

Finally persuaded my mum tuu let me go tuu escape? so yeahh..she fetched me tuu tm andd i meet leah they all. Yupps. Andd spongey didnt go? =C blehhs. alot other ppl also didnt go luhhs..
Later at escape..took veh veh long tuu buy the tickets..yeahh. So saby decided tuu sit down andd pulled me along too. den she was like hypering around?heh hehhs.(: Saby my hyperr mate.

After a long long wait, we finally got in. Heh hehhs. Walk walk walk..then found out viking closed. stopid shit. den den the others went tuu sit inverter den i andd michelle were like nonono. Dunn blame me..i got a phobia of heights luhhs.. I andd saby screamed on almost ride. We were like looking at each other den say " Scream ar" lawlls..den when nicole andd natasha said we were crazy, den i andd saby said tt it was our awc spirit. hehes. nicole andd natasha r sho farnie luhhs can.(: Ohh ya.. andd andd while they were siting inverter me, michelle andd clarissa went tuu wet andd wild..den odd number sho bo bian went tuu ask leah's boy-fren. yeahh..den i bo bian nid tuu sit wit him. So i sat behind andd he sat in front..andd when going down the slope he went tuu bend down andd i was soaked from top tuu toe..WOW. Den he turned behind andd luff..andd he was DRY..urgh.. Got off the ride den realised the others were still queuing for the ride..so i took a second ride. Andd i was like telling leah tuu help me revenge. Leah ish nice.(: Hahax. Yupps..after a few more rides den went for lunch?

Lunch at macs.(: michelle lent me andd clarissa money for lunch.(: cuz we left our things in the locker..nt because we r poor. Den we three bought too much food till we cant finish. >.<>

After lunch we went back in tuu play more rides lo. Den saw sookie,jialat andd adal wit their npcc frens i think. hehhs.(: Den we went into the hauted house wit the guys in front andd the gals behind? yeahh..knew the guys sure scare us one..andd they did. This time hauted house nt funn le..nt like last time got the ghost chasing us around? blehhs..escape deproved alot. After hauted the rest went tuu take inverter again? urgh.. but just ate lunch so afew ppl didnt sit too. hehes..follo me.(: saby wanted tuu take wet n wild again andd i wanted tuu..so nat followed. Den odd number again..michelle n clarissa didnt wann tuu take..neither did leah n her bf..so left jordaan. hehh hehhs..den he say he go if onli he sit in front..den im like..kayy lo. Den i started planning liao..told saby the plan too.The stopid queue sho long..queue halfway den adam came. Urgh..plan spoiled..so i told them the plan..actually wanted tuu bluff tt jordaan sitting wit me..den halfway i back out den natasha gotto sit wit him. Den when told jordaan he was like looking at me saying "aww" andd gave his gay look. Jordaan ish gay. wasted the plan didnt work luhhs..blehhs. Andd tt zach was like emphasizing tt i haven taken the inverter?blehhs.

Den went tuu take go-cart. sho yay luhhs..den i overtake 3 ppl..den the other guys say wadd i stopped at the slope? erm..which i didnt? wasnt me luhhs..i didnt even stepped on the brake..i was like still stepping on the gas pedal? hehhs.XD After a while went back home le lo. Was sho sho tired. Dunno whyy but dis time escape nt tt funn tuu me liao..dunno whyy. Is it the ppl i go wit? cant be wadd. Heh hehhs.









Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Because of you ; again.
Lalala. Kkaes..i shall start posting.. I dunn wan my bloggy tuu die..nonono. That wun happen.(:
Now...backtrack tuu...when arhhz...mmm..ohh ya. My holidays.

My holidays
Dayy1
I was like wow luhhs.. Cuz my family join tour grp..den my bro working in the airport so he went tuu check if got any teenagers anot. check check check..den tell me onli got two miss..which means..veh few or mayb none. When i first saw my tour grp i was like...GOSH!! no teenagers at all..except me andd my bro? i was like..i wann go home.. urgh. Guess wadd..im thirteen going on fourteen andd im actually the youngest there?So...everyone reguarded me as the "xiao meii meii" there..or the little ger ger. =.= After getting off the airport in vietniam..the tour grp went for lunch..at a restaurant? && the food was like ewwww. Wadd made it worst was the toilet..sho sho dirttyy. So i lost my appetite..andd almost didnt eat at all?

Dayy 2
Wake uber early..den go see some mountains..andd had tuu climb two mountains..one tuu see others mountains..another tuu see a cave.Wow. Sho interesting rite. urgh.. den evening had a boat ride? nono..its a cruise. && I like the ride..sho nice. though quite boring..but i enjoyed the quietness. The cruise got two levels..one sheltered..another open air.. Cuz the rest of the ppl scared of the cold breeze..so i had my own nice time up at the second level. Then at nite le..the most cool thing ish when i look up into the sky..it was filled wit stars..i was like..wow.. so i sort of lied down on the bench andd stared at the sky.

Dayy 3
bus ride for 7 whole hours the whole day..just tuu reach china andd the hotel there. I was like wtf luhhs..den i was like telling my mother how smart she was tuu pay thousands of dollars just tuu see big blocks of stones[mountains] andd tuu sit on a bus the whole day. I was seriously bloody pissed off then luhhs. Andd the toilet breaks between the bus ride was the most horrible thing ever. The toilets were super super dirtty andd the worst thing ish...there was no toilet door! Andd the stopid tour guide said if we dunn go tuu the toilet..there wun be one till 2 andd half hours later..leaving me no other choice..but tuu use tt horrible toilet.
EWW.

Dayy4
I was realli getting sho pissed off wit the whole holiday..it wasnt even a holiday luhhs..it was a torture tuu me. Urgh. Another thing which pissed me badly was..the auntie andd uncles or ahh ma andd ahh pei in the tour grp was like teasing me andd stuff. Den they were like asking if i enjoyed the trip so far andd etc etc..wadd a stopid obvious question. With so little bloody time tuu slp andd no one tuu play with..it would be a miricle for me tuu enjoy luhhs. && they kept emphasizing tt i couldnt shop andd the stopid doorless toilet..though onli veh few but one doorless toilet was already too much for me luhhs. They were making crappy jokes tt they tot was veh farnie..saying tt the doorless toilet was one of the tourist attraction tt couldnt be found in singapore..andd they started luffing like shit. BLEHHS.

Dayy 5 && 6
The stopid tour guide asked a stopid question everyday b4 setting off..cuz the tour changes hotels everyday..she would always ask if we remembered tuu bring our belongings andd etc..she always ask if the olddies brought their wig along andd their 假牙/dentures..den the whole bus would luff..even when she say tt everyday. This two days were as horrible as the rest.. but something made it worst..it was tt although i seen big big shopping centres passing by..i couldnt shop. blehhs..cuz there were no time at all.

Dayy 7
This nite was damn damn nice. I was like shopping like crazy. The things there were sho cute n nice n cheap. Hehes. I bought quite a few soft toys..key chains..watches etc etc. Muhaha.sho happy..den tt nite i suddenly like my trip le..andd i tot it was quite funn. Hahax..see how shopping changes my mood.

Dayy 8
Even more shopping!! Though different place.. My mum ish like pro in bargaining luhhs..the jacket my bro wanted tuu buy was actually said tuu be 160 rmb [bout $28 sing] den she manage tuu bargain til 80rmb [$14 sing]. Lawlls..it was funn luhhs.. den when reach 100 rmb..the shop owner pretend dunn wan sell le. Then my mum start walking out of the shop..den i,my bro n dad..follo..den our faces like dunwan buy le. hahax..in the end the shop owner came tuu chase us back and lower the price tuu 80rmb..my family always use this same trick. Cuz it always works.(: yup yupps. Needed tuu buy a new luguage tuu stuff the things i andd my bro bought. XD im scary

Dayy 9
Time tuu go home.(: =C hahax..dunno whether happy or sad mahhs..both mayb? Lawlls.. After reaching Singapore..weather change..sho hot. Then..time tuu reply all the smses..waa..some ppl understand..some ppl scold..blehhs. Then Mrs koh suddenly sms saying tuu go for the rehearsal the nxt day at suntec at 8. Andd...there goes my rest. hais..luckily laura, my saviour could fetch me from kembangan tuu suntec.(:

Nov 5
Went tuu suntec early cuz i didnt noe the dance?tuu learn from deon laura shi xun andd adalric luhhs. learn learn learn..noe the dance le i almost puked..den i andd chann were like luff luff luff. After tt went tuu walk walk at marina square wit shi xun andd chantalle. It was sho sho farnie luhhs. Wasted laura gtg for training.

Nov 6
The stopid dance thingy..urgh. Luckily Laura saved me again.(: After the thingy ended,me..laura..shi xun..andd chann went tuu vote..vote vote vote.hehes..vote over 200 plus plus plus. Den we kena chased away by some realli nasty ppl. They go bully small ger gers. =C evill..hehes. After tt went tuu marina for lunch again. This time was Long John Silvers. lawlls. Andd this time laura followed. Mrs kohh gave $4 each for lunch..blehhs. tot $8..hehes.im greedy. XD After lunch we go walk walk.. supposed tuu eat ice cream at HaagenDazs or mac de..den neber.=C den den den..went tuu kiddy palace.(: Yay..sho yay..sho funn luhhs..saw a cuteeee eeyore. Gosh..i so wanted it..but..nahhs. Resist. hahas. den i andd laura went walking around kiddy palace..den i was like sitting on a sofa..nice nice one..den said.."Yay..im a little princess." lawlls..den laura sat too andd said "Yay me too."
aww..wanted tuu take a pic but too lazy.hehes. After tt laura andd shixun went back home while i andd chann went for training. Wheee..training ish uber love. hehes..&& i gotto use riffle!! Yay..love riffle sho sho much. Shooting was quite ohhkayy...after nt shooting for like..erm..2 mths? yup yupps. den made a farnie joke bout richmond catching a bird..etc etc.nono..he caught a flying bird. Lawlls..though he didnt hear the joke.(: Yupps..tts all..i was hyper the whole day..andd when i reached home..no more energy le.tired tired tired.hahax.

Yay!!my bloggy's nt dead any more.(:(:(: heh hehs.











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