I'm fine. Yeah right. I'm fine with constantly being below average for every subject. I'm fine with feeling inferior when compared to others no matter what you're comparing, be it grades, looks, sports wtv. I'm fine with knowing how little I mean to people. I'm fine with knowing that I'm going to put people off by not being happy everyday. I'm fine with disappointing the people around me. I'm fine with always being the trouble-maker in the family even though they tell people in smart. I'm fine with spending a whole chunk of my dad's salary on tuition that doesn't help at all, when they could use the money for their old age or for my other brother. I'm fine with always being the one who ruins people's moods and make the conversations awkward. I'm fine with knowing that practically everyone, friends and family alike, are better off without me. I'm fine with knowing that my existence in this world is practically meaningless. I'm fine with not having anything to look forward to everyday, simply wishing everyday that the day will end quickly and the cycle repeats. I'm fine with not having anything that I'm talented in. I'm fine with always being the slacker in the group cause there's nothing much I can contribute even though I want to help so badly sometimes. I'm fine with being called gullible or stupid for trusting people only to be hurt in the end. I'm fine with being judged by people and be called weak or even looked down upon by some people. I'm fine that my body now is being freaking weird and I can't tell anyone about it. I'm fine with failing practically anything I do. I'm fine that even me myself think that I'm weak and lousy. I'm fine. Really, I'm fine.

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