Because of you ; again.
I give up. This world's just going weird for me.
I shall not bother to think so much anymore. Since it wont make any difference or help anything. It would only cause me more headache.
Is it even worth all this effort? To try so hard. To work so hard. And end up, it turns out exactly the opposite of what you wanted it to be.
I guess it aint worth it. I give up. I shall just be some empty person doing whats in front of me. Doing what ppl wants me to do. Thats all.
I shall'nt care anymore.