Wednesday, April 22, 2009♥
Because of you ; again.
Closing up; Sealing up. Running away. Hiding. Shutting up.
No more opening up to anyone. Not when there's no one to even open up to. Not when no one cares. Not when it hurts like this every night; over and over again. Causing sleepless nights and sore eyes. Not when i lost my way like this and i dont even know who i am. Thats it. No more.
Gonna hide. Hide these feelings. Till im all alone again at night.
Bye world.
Because of you ; again.
Pain Tired Hurt Sad Emo Pissed Crashed Beaten Lost Damned Coward Loser Freak Dumb Bitch Crying Sorry Weak Depressed Dying Alone Sucker Stupid Afraid Lousy Useless Crap Idiot Selfish -ME
Im really tired now. Tired of getting back this feeling over and over again. There's no one out there to talk to. No one out there to help me. Its killing me. I dont know why im like that. I dont know what to do. I wanna change badly. To be better. To be smarter. To be less selfish. but i cant. I suck. I feel like dying once again.