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Sunday, July 20, 2008♥

Because of you ; again.

HELLO(:
wheeeeeeee. im currently decided to study like a good little girl. So yeah.
I guess it would be quite some while before i start posting again.. mmm.
But the next post would be longgggggggg k. it would be a long one. lols.
But for now. nothing. rar.><
sorry! Lols.
-enjoy the new song yeah!(:

Friday, July 11, 2008♥

Because of you ; again.

Its been a long time since I blogged here. So I guess lesser ppl would come here now? which might be good for me i guess?

I have been thinking about what was life all about this few days.

I mean like one moment you are doing something and the next moment you would be wondering why you did that thing.

Everything passes so quickly and stuff so we are we actually doing them for when we actually know that it would be a part of our past?

I don't know. Maybe God made it that way for us to have more courage to do the things that we think is right or the things that we wanna do, since life is so precious and time passes so quickly.

Time.. Its like it takes everything away from you somehow.

I realised something. That time makes many exchanges in life.

As time goes by,

It exchanges ignorance and innocence with childhood and pure happiness.

As time goes by,

It exchanges childhood and pure happiness with realization and youth.

As time goes by,

It exchanges realization and youth with power and responsibilities.

As time goes by,

It exchanges power and responsibilities with troubles and worries.

As time goes by,

It exchanges troubles and worries with knowledge and wisdom.

As time goes by,

It exchanges everything with memories and enternal life in Heaven.

See! There's like so many exchanges in our lives. Rar. K i shall stop here.(:

[I really don't know what I really want. Its like i really don't see the point get it. But yet i cant let go. I don't know why. Maybe its like all the past experiences i had that taught me a lesson and made me like that. Made me like such a weakling not to follow what i want anymore. Maybe, maybe not. I don't know. And im obviously seriously confused. And when im confused im aint really happy..
- I wish upon a shooting star for happiness. Which i hope I could one day get it. I dont want money. I only seek for happiness. ~ ]