Monday, February 27, 2012♥
Because of you ; again.
Love how my skinny jeans suddenly feel loose. Need to persevere and lose more weight. I must. Cause only then..maybe I'll feel less insecure.Wednesday, February 01, 2012♥
Because of you ; again.
I'm getting tired of trying. Which is pretty good..I think.Thursday, January 26, 2012♥
Because of you ; again.
I really like you alot mehmeh!^^ idk why either. But <33333(Forgive me since it's my birthday today)
Saturday, January 21, 2012♥
Because of you ; again.
It's so amazing how I can like someone so much. I didn't know I could do that. But I will try to stop. Try my best to like you as a friend so that you won't feel awkward and be affected by all the gossips. I will try; even though it seems like it is something almost impossible to achieve.Monday, January 09, 2012♥
Because of you ; again.
I am not the person you claim that I am. I'm not. Idk how to prove it. But you don't know me enough. You don't know how I feel. Maybe I should stop being so sensitive. Or maybe you could stop being so mean.
Actually I think you may be merely joking. But idk. I can't tell when you're joking and when you're not. I'm just too stupid.
Monday, December 26, 2011♥
Because of you ; again.
Some zilian photos I took today~But no matter what, and even if I manage to look my best, 我猜始终还是配不上你。
Friday, December 16, 2011♥
Because of you ; again.
If only I didn't like you this much~Friday, July 22, 2011♥
Because of you ; again.
You + Me = NeverHehe. Just something random. Meow.
Yeap results came back.
Time to face the music.
Meow.
Put a brave front in front of everyone else.
I was literally forcing myself to smile today.
And when no one was looking; I teared.
I'm me.
Kinda getting used to being alone now.
Not sharing with anyone.
Its better this way.
People dont have to worry about me.
But still its so difficult.
It's torturing.
I really need hugs now.
I yearn for them so badly.
Friday, July 15, 2011♥
Because of you ; again.
Finally got a taste of senior high life after getting back my CTs results.Its like getting numb to all the failing and bad grades.
Placing a mask to hide my true feelings of me feeling like the dumbest person on earth.
Though I know really well how much effort went into them.
I deserve these results and I can say life's quite fair at times.
So I've learnt the hard way and I'm trying my best to mug hard this time.
But its so hard with all the temptations around.
Really wish someone could save me now and be my study mate.
On another note I'm having fun in school at times GLing retarded ppl around me in my life.^^
hehe. I must admit I really love life at times. Its a love-hate relationship.
Anw, I really miss talking to someone. So damn much. But not like you know/care.
Just walk pass me and my life.
And I'll just place a mask and hide like a chicken again.
The more I want something, the more I avoid them.
Thats one thing I figured out about myself.